words can say

im speechless now.
i try to keep it since i knew the real you.
but now, i think its better for you to know the truth.

i dont hate you or even bored,
i just like, you know, a bit upset with you.
i dont want to be like this.
such a backstabber maybe.

i am just what i am.
im sure that you accept me (of course).
but i want you to know, that i accept you too more than what you are.
dont think that i will leave you.
because friendship never leave each others.

sorry for all that i have done for you.
i leave you
or maybe i just dont care about you
or you think that im not accept you as you are.

believe me that i always trying to be there for you.
im crying and im not lying.
i dont want you to be like this.
please, just talk about whats in your mind..
if youre just zipping your mouth and act like a 5 years-old kid,
i dont know what you want.
i cant read your mind, you know.
nobody can.

i always in the middle of nowhere.
and there i will always be.
i dont want anyone ruining our friendship.
i just say please..
im not a good bestfriend for you. i know it.
i leave you alone.

sorry for everything.
i promise ill never and im sure i couldnt forget you.
but remember one thing,
just believe in yourself.
because i do believe in you.

(rubbish, im not that good in english)